Lots of Quiet....

So, it's nearing the end of this little journey and I'm pondering what my lesson was...I was expecting something life-changing and firework-ish, but instead there is silence....lots of quiet. I realize that this is me...at peace. Wow. 

I kept waiting (hoping) for some nuclear explosion of enlightenment and guidance...an obvious sign from the Universe & God that would yell "Here it is!" and present a golden doorway leading me into an amazing, rock star spiritual life with abundance and lots of miracles....a dream come true!  Well, don't get me wrong, I found peace and contentment within myself (and anyone who knows me knows that's a tall order).... definitely a miracle, of sorts.

There is silence. And calm. Eerie calm. But there's also an unmistakeable feeling in the air that is thick with energy, strength, power...and lot's of  love. It's beautiful. And odd. And I'm happy. But not in any way I thought....just happy...in me. At least for now...lol. :)

Something happened to me as I wandered like a gypsy across the Golden State...I can't deny that. And I didn't even notice it sneak in there. Something spiritual filled that unexplainable 'missing space' in me that I carried in hiding all these years.

Hey, don't get me wrong...I am still making wishes and wanting things...I still have a 'picture' in my head and in my heart of what I want my life to look like and who I want to share it with. I am certainly not thinking of myself as some 'Enlightened Guru Jedi Master'....I know I'm just a girl finding her dream. And I most certainly am NOT trying to preach as if I were Buddha, Lao Tzu, Ghandi....because I know my journey is easier today because they paved roads where once there were none. This is just my little journey...and it just feels so scary and 'important' to me because it's MY journey....

"In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take, the relationships we were afraid to have, and the decisions we waited too long to make...." In the home stretch of your life, what will you look back on fondly? Paying all your bills on time? Or walking the Great Wall of China? Having flawless attendance at work? Or hiking the peaks of Nepal? I don't care what your dream is....as long as you're living it...because I want you to feel ALIVE and in LOVE and full of GRATITUDE...I want to feel that too. :) 

Sending Lots of Love and Peace......